a little light at the end of the tunnel!

so just incase the whole world doesnt know TWILIGHT comes out today "Yipee", I cant wait to see my Edward....and Jacob i just feel sorry for the guy so i cant wait to see them both, Well im looking forward to this one and new moon cant wait!

Boo!

so i havent heard anything back from the job yet and im feeling pretty bummed out about it. Im hoping all this worry is for nothing and everything is going to work out but then on the other hand im thinking... " OH NO what if i dont get it my whole plan will be over and ruined ill never be able to recover and will just have to lay down and cry forever!" well thats honestly how i feel right now the waiting is killing me. So I have been trying to keep my self busy so here are a few photos i have edited latley

Im alive...I promise

I find I write alot about how I never blog lol so maybe today ill just skip that.
Well im feeling insanly nervous right now...I have a job interview in about 4 hours for a job I want SOOOOOOOOOOOOO bad! Ill tell you why i want this job so bad because my big thing in life is I HATE feeling held back in life and i think I have always just felt that you live once so do every thing you can to make it worth it cause its not like you can go back and change anything,So as i was saying i want this job because its seasonal so during the winter i can commit to one thing im very passionte about and then in summer i can commit to the other big passion i have (photography of course)so doing 2 things i really love and they dont really collide with each other YAY i love it when things just fall in to place like that! well I cant tell you what the job is cause I dont want to jinks ANYTHING just incase so wish me luck and cross your fingers.
Ill leave u with this photo its my fav on this familys session,

P.S did I mention I REALLY REALLY want this job.