blush: 2009

So Iv never really made new years resolutions because they never seem to pull through to even febuary.So on january.2 i woke up determined to make this year as good as it can be! I truly belive peoples biggest down fall is they hold them selfs back and I have set my self up for failure countless times,Im a libra so that defently comes natural for me. I am a HUGE HUGE HUGE procrastnater,I ALWAYS put things off, im horribly sensitive,Anxiety should have been to my middle names, Passionate(in rage and in life lol!),When your a good friend to me im a GREAT friend to you!I amd not a talker when it comes to feelings Im very private about whats going on in my head and life,But through all the frusterating things about my personality I often find I suprise my self through things I have accomplished.So as I was saying this year I decided to pick a few things that im going to work towards in 2009.
1.

I think this is so important to do and im very very lucky i get to do this and i hope to improve on everything this year when it comes to blush along with doing things that will and can grow it!This year im really hoping to redo my site and (new)blog redone.I know everyone tells me how much they love my site and i really like it to but i think im going to keep working on it and maybe change a few things up.I know the type of style i wat to lean towards etc. its all in my head i just have to really start working on achieving that look and standard thats stuck in my head...come on summer!
2. (I have been looking for a really cute bright pieces of jewlery for my wedding day and i think I have fallin in love with this neckless)

Get my wedding organized and planned,now its 2009 it feels so much more reachable.Im proud of my self that I have been.I'v picked my invitations,startin to get my flowers all sorted and all the other exciting(expensive) things that come along with plannning a wedding.
3. When something needs to get done...DO IT!!!! this goal is a one step at a time,but I have been improving and my life already feels 100 times better.
4.So i have ALWAYS wanted to be a sewer,But im horrible,I own my own machine and everything so im hoping to work on that and really learn to do it so im at a level were what i sew actually looks like something!